Well, for me it is very late to write. I am feeling very sleepy but I think if I had to know the answers then I will have to be regular.
Once again today was same as any other monotonous day of my life...I am tired of following and doing same things everyday...running behind same idea of collecting impermanent things...things which are sure to end one day like our ephemeral bodies. But somehow we just cannot detach ourselves from such "things". So, I am running to catch my bus route no. 355 from pragati maidan, once again. See the beauty or more appropriately irony of our life that I am so much troubled by the fact that I couldn't get out at 8.00am instead of 8.12am in a hope to reach office early. I am so troubled by the fact that I missed my bus by a few seconds and then keep thinking about it again and again, that if I had got out of home a few seconds earlier I would have caught that bus. I kept thinking and cursing myself for being so lethargic until only a few minutes later a bus came by and I thought "why was I thinking so much". And then like every other day my ride started to my workplace. I got myself a seat first, put my lunch-box beside me and then stood up to take a ticket up-to 12-22 sec NOIDA, as usual it cost me Rs.21/-, at-least from a couple of weeks. And I was once again troubled when I saw a potential situation of traffic jam near IP Park, but in a few moments that fear was also gone, and again I thought realizing the fact that these thoughts will never end and I can continue thinking as long as I want to, so I decided that this is it, I will never get perturbed again by such small incidents. The ride was over, as usual, in around 45minutes. By the time I should have known it precisely, but nonetheless at-least I remember it. So now I was at 12-22 sec waiting to take another bus to Mamura chowk as they call it. It is a small but yet a very dense village near my office. Now at the bus stand I looked at my NOKIA 6300, the time was 9.10am, so it was 9.00am, my watch or should I say clock of my NOKIA 6300 being ten minutes fast.
Good Night...Guys...if any...will continue tomorrow...
Original Post Date: Dec 21, 2009
